Pandora Hearts

can't believe i actually forgot about the existence of this blog... thanx Mr.A for reminding me (and also blanje chilis. hehe)

well people, it's been a tough year (2009) and starting January, yours truly finally jump start a new career on a new much much more better company. goodbye good for nothing fucking rotten previous company. hope those people that makes me think that I'm some kind of a no good loser who's better off being their gurkha will get what their deserved. karma bebeh..

got to make my life organize now. i have to stand on my own feet. i'm already 25, got no plans for the future, can't think of anything if people would ask me 'where would u be in 5 years time?', don't have a boyfriend much less plans to be married. freaking loser if u ask me..

that reminds me. a friend of mine actually ask me,
"ko nak kawen ke nanti?"

and i was like,
"duhhh of course la! but not today. why do u ask?'

and he said that i don't really have a vibe to becoming bride-to-be.

shitto

is that actually how people think of me?

lots of my friends got freak out by this coming-of-age. and my families starting to ask me when i should step out of my otaku zone. this situation sucks. so malas mahu fikir, ok?

*i'm bored + malaysia panas + too many things to think = i wish i have a doraemon by my side*